lately i feel like my life is falling apart ! between being a full time mom, full time worker & full time student…never knew it was going to be so stressful. finals are right around the corner and even though i passed on i feel like the next one i wont pass…its killing me! what sucks the most is when you need your best friend and she too busy for for you..makes me wonder are we even really best friends ? I guess being in this situation made me realize who my real friends & who arent ! Its like i finally hit that dead end & have no place to go ! idk maybe i am little depressed or just stress idk what i am…i just know i cant take this anymore. Wish i could just run away for a while. It would be nice to get away from reality for a while………
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sigh…
there are days when i wake up & say i am finally moving on i am done waiting around for someone who doesnt care…then you do something or the memories to my mind & i cant help it but fall all over for you…idk what to do ! 3 years have gone by since we end our story…why am i still in love with you ? why cant i just walk away like you did…maybe cause when i said i love you forever & always i meant it…. ? love is so amazing yet the worst feeling ever when the other person doesnt love back … </3
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idk </3
im so confused! buts it my own fault that im confused. they say u dont know what u have until its gone & thats so truth! its about to be 3 years since u left & it still hurts! not a day goes by that i dont think about what we had. how we was inseparable & now we can go months with out talking or seeing each other. its crazy how im still holding on to something that clearing will never go back to how it use to be! i guess sometimes i still wish it would! but we all know u deserve so much better & someone who wont break your heart like i did! just know that im still in love with you & that i still havent moved on even though it looks like i did !
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my amazing famILY i dont know what i would be without them! i have truly been blessed with the most amazing family ever! yeah we fight like a normal family but at the end of the day its about us & nobody can break us apart! i love you guys !
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this boy is my pride & joy!! my biggest blessing, he changed my life all for the great <3 my life wouldnt be the same without him. i never knew you could love someone so much until i had him. he is my little man. my reason of being! Gordo i love you more then you could ever imagine <333
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& i dont share ;)
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im still mad they do >:0
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life isnt promise so why not forget the wrong everyone did to us & just live life to the fullest. why regret the things we did in the past ? its the past nothing we can do about it. so i say lets live like we dying. lets love the ones who love us & the one that hate us well hell with them we dont need haters in our lifes :)
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AMEN !!!
